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Sunday, October 08, 2006
unimaginable
this is so shocking, or i would say i knew it all along la.. its gonna happen, it will happen and i wont stop them from happening, yar? just kinda moody when i got the news right from his mouth. i never wanted to believe in anything he says... but this time i cant lie to myself aint more. it is now the fact.
secondly i failed to obtained my license again.. phucked. assed the instructor who chided me before the test. u tell me, who in the right mind would chide a student who is going for an exam for that day? doesnt it just make the student more nervous and edgy? i mount the kerb in less than 5 minutes into the exam and was so phucked up really. i actually wanted to just heck care and return home but i chose to waste money and take the bloody test. i even miss a lesson just for the test, and to imagine im already this lost in macroecons. sucks lar. i wanna kill the instructor man, he really angered me. all those bad doings are coming to my mind, to do or not to do. do like what i did to teachers who once irritated me?
so my next tp is in jan07. wish me luck. i wonder why she always want me to drive my own car, right now i dun feel like anymore.
i skipped work on sat. and my colleagues kept calling and sms-ing, wanting to explode my phone issit. kao, i already told one of u that im not coming right, u think by calling me endlessly i will appear issit. after that peak period or ringing-war, i thot they gave up. but NO! they call again when work is over, ask me go chiong, team nite. say i juice sucking... i just kept my phone to 'beep once' mode, else my phone will either ring until speaker spoil or vibrate until no more vibration. i just disappeared on sat for them. until 10plus i thot once again its over. but again no. i got calls at 3am and smses asking wad i was doing... wad can i be doing at 3am? sleep lar. then was this morning, morning smses come in. i know there isnt any good karma, must havea motive for sending those. true enuff, just after noon, calls again from colleagues, can u all stop loving me so much. i just wanna rest. rest. rest. and more rest. i wanna take a step back and have a better view before knowing what should be my nexxt step can?
supposed to be at home studying or maybe doing tutorials that i have accumulated over the past weeks. but ended up sleeping till noon and still feeling tired and when back to sleep at 3plus.. i cant remember wad i did after that but it was plain rubbish. tml, i will open the books and bury my head into them, i hope.
secondly i failed to obtained my license again.. phucked. assed the instructor who chided me before the test. u tell me, who in the right mind would chide a student who is going for an exam for that day? doesnt it just make the student more nervous and edgy? i mount the kerb in less than 5 minutes into the exam and was so phucked up really. i actually wanted to just heck care and return home but i chose to waste money and take the bloody test. i even miss a lesson just for the test, and to imagine im already this lost in macroecons. sucks lar. i wanna kill the instructor man, he really angered me. all those bad doings are coming to my mind, to do or not to do. do like what i did to teachers who once irritated me?
so my next tp is in jan07. wish me luck. i wonder why she always want me to drive my own car, right now i dun feel like anymore.
i skipped work on sat. and my colleagues kept calling and sms-ing, wanting to explode my phone issit. kao, i already told one of u that im not coming right, u think by calling me endlessly i will appear issit. after that peak period or ringing-war, i thot they gave up. but NO! they call again when work is over, ask me go chiong, team nite. say i juice sucking... i just kept my phone to 'beep once' mode, else my phone will either ring until speaker spoil or vibrate until no more vibration. i just disappeared on sat for them. until 10plus i thot once again its over. but again no. i got calls at 3am and smses asking wad i was doing... wad can i be doing at 3am? sleep lar. then was this morning, morning smses come in. i know there isnt any good karma, must havea motive for sending those. true enuff, just after noon, calls again from colleagues, can u all stop loving me so much. i just wanna rest. rest. rest. and more rest. i wanna take a step back and have a better view before knowing what should be my nexxt step can?
supposed to be at home studying or maybe doing tutorials that i have accumulated over the past weeks. but ended up sleeping till noon and still feeling tired and when back to sleep at 3plus.. i cant remember wad i did after that but it was plain rubbish. tml, i will open the books and bury my head into them, i hope.